「現代」〜The present time〜
この世の全てが女化した。
All creatures that live in Japan are going to be improved while sustaining the chemical change to women.
「八月」〜Season (The description that was written in 5:41 am on August 29 in 2014)〜
八月ももう終わりかぁ。
I hope eternal time.
「経過（とき）」〜Elapse〜
ときはそのまま、動いていないのかも知れない。それは単なる物事の積み重ねかも知れない。
Time that we know might not be moved (elapsed) around me. That detail simply might be assemblage.
「尾崎豊 特集番組〜一九九二年四月〜を見て」〜 Feature program in mourning of him. By seeing the Special Program for Ozaki Yutaka on April in 1992〜
私は、尾崎豊という存在をこの事がきっかけで知った。尾崎が私に訴え掛けた最後のエールだったろうと思っている。知ってほしかったんだと。「これで尾崎豊と私がつながった」と思えた。人と人とのつながりって、得てして、こういうものかも知れない。世界中の、こうした孤独な人間と、こうして、知り合う事が出来れば、それは素敵なことかもしれないね。きっと人は、自然に対して、人に対して、自分が生れた事による何かを伝え（訴え）かけたいものなんだと思う。
彼は、この世界に勝手に生れて、自分がしたい事をそのまま素直にしただけである。この時代に知らぬ間に、知らない存在によって作られた規則に対して納得行かない事に純粋に反発しただけなのだ。誰もが、一度は通る、純粋な時間を、彼はその生涯を以て保ち続けたのである。人は、大抵、生きる為に、この世間のルールというものに妥協し、自分を誤魔化しながら生きて行く。これは人誰もが恐らく持つ純粋な気持ちであり、本能であろう。「人は、何でも彼でも、色々、勝手な事を言うかも知れない…」彼のこの言葉は、孤独に世間と立ち向かう人の真意が世間に羽ばたこうとする時、その真意を持つ誰もの視点から言える事だ。ここに、私がこの作品を書き続ける真意による見方もある。「他人は関係ない」、この言葉が、時として、純粋な心を曲げ、純粋を狂わせる事がある。尾崎は、ただ懸命に生きた、それだけである。この「それだけ」が、人間にとっては全てである。純粋に、この世の「謎」というものに立ち向かった少年〜青年の姿が在る。願わくば、この純粋についてや、又、他の世間話について、この世を去った後、彼と話したいと私は思う。
I was aware to his existence by the opportunity that I saw this TV program. I am thinking that he had appealed to me something by this opportunity. Maybe, I think that he had hoped to be known to me. By this deed, I could think that I and he were approached each other. Human being always is thinking about such connecting. Around the world, the thing that solitary people can approach each other might be wonderful. That thing may be decided by God. Human being always is hoping to appeal to others or nature to get something.
He honestly and simply was doing all things that were hoped by him after naturally was born in this world. After he was born automatically by nature, he simply would be thought that he had wanted to become to the minstrel that purely will defy against the irrational matters. In addition, this elapse is brought from human rule. He simply had continued holding the period that all persons surely taste in the puberty at least once. Human usually survives in this world while disguising own true character to live in the moment. And in addition, those deeds are made by compromising against the rule that was admitted in human society. These deeds also are thought as human instinct that is caused from own pure mind. In his antemortem, he had said that human solitude commonly might be blamed by wanton happiness. According to his line, all views that were brought from true mind of people hoping to grow while having the free-stance against human society would be confirmed commonly. In this point, my stance to compose exists. From the negative stance that is brought from human mind, human purity sometimes might be misunderstood or might be metamorphosed strangely. Those usually are done to get a motive that was brought from impurity. He had survived purely. It only is. This motive is worthy to human passion. In his stance, I can see the impression of being in boyhood or adolescent that had stood up against the enigma of human world. Hopefully, I hope to talk with him about this pure mind or small talk after leaving from this world.
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