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作品名:六月までの自立 作者:天川祐司

第8回  


 私は聖書まで眺めて、遠いところから自分の言葉でそれを色付けようとした。その事がならないことだとは知っていても、将来(さき)のためにこれを無視し、敢えて外法に走った。罪である。生き方を決心したこのひとつでさえも、偶然により罪となった。唯、物事を上手く書けるようにと、その事を試みたのだ。思慮なき決心は、固い後悔を内に秘めた暗い扉を生むものである。

「正義」
 人は正義という場所に身を置こうとした。そこに居れば、そこに降る何事も、良いものになって降り積もると信じた故に。その「信じる」ということは、確信のことである。人は生きている上で、降りかかる事に不安を覚えて、その真昼には僅かな正義に身を置いた。この世間での事は、その決心を内から壊そうと挑んで来る。その事に恐れて、又人は、人の波の中に埋没しようとする。しかし、神がその正義の中に居てくれるものとそれを信じたら、人はやはり、その正義を欲しがった。

「無題」
 その民は嘆いて食物を求め、その命をささえるために、財宝を食物にかえた。(哀歌:第一章、十一(前半))

「子」
 「被害者意識がつよい子だ」と母親は言ったが、母親だって私の内面を知らない。

「ロマンス」
 東北に生れた一作家は言う。「作家は、愚かなる者の内に自分が居る事を自覚していても、その事にめげず、ロマンスをかくべきだ。」と。

「His wine which makes you depart to new place.」

How will you do if you did such a thing and were arrested by the police?

We should be making a deed by obeying each one's opinions and real intention.

You should learn mathematics than English because your results in mathematics is so bad.

Adding, I like the flower arrangement. And my mother is hoping I will become a teacher of the flower arrangement.
I myself love the work of flower arrangement, too. My mother wants me to be able to teach flower arrangement someday.

I know it may be by my intention. You should make conversations with others in friendly. You will be succeeding by doing so. He apologized with his sorrow.

「Dramatic movement.」

The genuine essence of the masterpiece.

The real RPG in the first time got over the line of this world and became the existence in a standard.

The enigma still is spreading out on the floor. The character in "dot" got the condition more real.

The "spec-up" of the hard disc overcomes our imagination.

This work made that masterpiece. The history of the RPG in Japan exists as the histories of two works. Those are "Dragon Quest" and "Final Fantasy".
The latent power of the store of long standing is the comical character.

The optional functions of Family computer are thought (caught) as the fascinating drama by people.
My memory of the play in the masterpiece of Family Computer in my youthful days revives in me.

The game center came in our territories. The great magician which arouse us with the revolution made us happy after school. Finally sold on the store the "Great master"!

Don't watch my deeds which are in darkness.

There is the resource (source) of the legend in NINTENDO.

The 'play style' got each individuality because the systems are simple.

Two characters can play in the game. "Mario Brothers" of the game has above system, so that began shining.

Our job is to clean sewage. The quiet condition of the "table tennis" developed the condition to the "real-table tennis".

Our minds were annoyed by the tricks in the game named as 'Road Runner'.

The "Championship-Road Runner" gave us the truth in succession.

"Bomber Man's roots" is here.

The "Mah-jongg", limited game in those days, existed as the game which was made for father of all in Japan.

This lighter makes me get the fascinating night.

I can write in English very well but I can speak in English so bad.

My ability to speak English is thought as childish ability, but to write English is thought as the ability known well by the elites.

The pleasant feeling which can blow my melancholy up unknown space constituted the truth in my mind.

The leader of the programmer in the course had given to us the ability to imagine.

What is this? This thing has an ability to run fast?

Destroy the dream factory. Dreamy factory has the revolution which can give us imagination.

Bet your coin which brings you happiness on the moment! The era of the shooting game came in our territories to bring us the adventure.

Extra present for you. Before starting next game. Another Druaga. (by Namco).

You zap to...

Welcome to the warp zone! Thank you Mario! But our princess is in another castle!

The series of murder in the 'Portpia'. The case of murder in series...

The lady died by a pitfall. The lady died by the unknown reason.

The lady died by own trap of bomb.

The lady died by the time limit.

The lady died by nature.

As expected the lady died. After all the lady died.
What fragile spelunker she is! What beautiful flowers they are!
We hope to constitute new legend by my own arrangement.


「Masterpiece of my possession. 」

By the mid-nineties, some doctors and scientists believed they had found a common cause for these strange and frightening changes. Man-made chemicals, they believed, were changing the effects of hormones in the body.

Hormones are chemicals produced by the body which control growth and development. Over the last fifty years, humans have created thousands of synthetic chemicals for use in industry and agriculture. Some of these man-made chemicals interfered with the effects of hormones in the body. Basically, the man-made chemicals mimicked the effects of estrogen. These chemicals were given the name 'hormone disruptors.'

As Rachel Carson documented in Silent Spring, no environment, species or human being is untouched by man-made chemicals. These chemicals are transmitted, in the womb, from the body of the woman to the fetus. Because the development of the fetus is controlled by hormones, any change may drastically effect how the fetus develops.


Besides DDT, the most-studied hormone disruptor is DES. DES, which was mistakenly believed to assist difficult pregnancies and prevent miscarriage, was given to pregnant woman from the 1950s until the 1970s. Not only did the drug not help the women or their unborn children, but it was later found to do serious harm, which often did not become obvious until the children reached puberty. Many developed rare cancers or were found to have malformed reproductive systems.

As well as the reproductive organs and systems, the brain has been found to be especially vulnerable to hormone disruptors. There is evidence which shows that hormone disruptors may cause reduced intelligence. Some scientists fear that hormone disruptors may be linked to increase rates of learning disability and autism.

In 1996, many of these findings were collected and published in the book Our Stolen Future by Dr. Theo Colburn. Vice President Al Gore wrote the introduction to the book, which he called "critically important" and a "sequel" to Rachel Carson's Silent Spring.

The book was immediately controversial. The chemical industry called it "alarmist." The American Council on Science and Health called it a "polemic" and challenged all its central claims. (Admittedly, their board members had also thought that Silent Spring was "incomplete, inaccurate and oversimplified.")

Traditionally, the danger of man-made chemicals is believed to be their potential to cause cancer. If relatively large amount of a chemical is required to cause cancer, a small amount is believed to be safe. Our Stolen Future was controversial because it questioned this assumption. Some hormone disruptors have been found to have serious effects even in the smallest measurable amounts.

It is frightening to consider that cancer may NOT be the greatest danger of the chemicals we have created. Cancer affects individuals, usually adults. Hormone disrupting chemicals may be affecting the development of life from conception to the grave.


「The victory of the analogue. 」

People say "It's a precious matter that I get along with the people who are around me." that's a truth? I sometimes think that that I will be lost myself. The one of the people has the wisdom to part humanity into two sides. Original thinking was shown in us. Thing dropped from the ceiling when I got back home is what? We aren't comprehending about the essence of the parting. That's meeting or departure? But, we only have fascinating way in human. We can see fascination in human. What is the essence of human made? It's light or else darkness? I'm regretting having the anxiety.

The victor is the man who early finished one's life.

I need the condition to overcome my affairs. We have the rule which exists in the circumstances. The things which make me shameful suddenly appear before me. The Virgin Mary who lost herself as like the current of a wind gave me amenity when I lost myself in the darkness. I'm aware that I have my pain while I don't know whenever time go by. The moment of the death, I long for the demon and also I can't see my kindness. The meaning which makes me live gave me the reason that I'm seen as funny. The stupid man talks to others. As if crows fly in the sky, it's not completely decided about what is the evil, or who is bad. I forget God's identity why? The God who is known by me is the existence who can watch over all of life, but I'm forgetting his face since my birth. I completely can't see the reason of those. Tiredness in days makes me constitute my illusion. The man who gave me the territory which can protect me is missed from my area now. It's not to forget because I can't see him. It only is that. The desire appears before me from the past and the future. I have two ways to express my condition in now. The one is to live in my life and another is to escape. I want to meet with the man who can take away a desire from me. And I want to see true romance in me. The happiness that I wanted in secret after I'm tired is the chance. I think that I want to get happiness.


「Dropping my knees on the ground. 」

I fall on my knees on the field for obeying to identity of mine. Sublimating my hating feeling with women had remained in thoughts when I saw the picture in the site of the computer. This is the humidity on my minds in kind of the moments? Eventually shown justice, as my emotion hated the women as the suitable noticing with regaining my identity in the glorious days.


「Did Jack the Ripper ever existed?」

I hope that this world loses women. Needless to say, the one who had tempted him is woman. The man don't need women in this world because women frequently brings him ruin. Why God created women? I don't know about the content of that phenomenon in detail. I can't describe the focus in the matter. Why women exists? Women are just the destroyer for men. Bringing me wilderness in the prison which makes me glorious days exists for the partiality of the moral. I can't exclude them for me and hesitating for the fear in this places. Why am I thinking about these? Maybe he is only man who had experiences which are over the world and the mortal blames. Occupations by women make him selecting at random for the executions. Like holocaust is longing for the sensational movements for exhausting women from the world has his own cases. Art of crafts wants to get the condition for falling in the crown of men. Women weren't needed in all things. Creating mellow for the cloudy minds will have been shining in the sky. Habit in the men and women always can't wipe and act on the faces each other and being into the ruin. I can't find justice anywhere. I hate women! Maybe women hate me too. It are good thoughts for finding the truth which is in this world.


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